Call of Valinor (December 2003)
From afar I hear a seagull cry.Soaring above the sundering sea,
riding the wind up into the sky,
her voice is calling to me.
Old is our longing for the sea,
yet strong it ever was.
Desire is now awakened in me,
to follow the everwinding path.
To the sea, to the sea it leads,
where the grey ships lie.
To Valinor, to Elvenhome they sail,
where none will ever die.
Pieces of a shattered mind (August 2005)
Loss, it is the greatest pain.And all comforting words,
seem (just) an inadequate balm
to ease the first sting,
this deep wound leaves.
To heal, needs time.
Zombie (March 2006)
I love,this life
that's not my own,
that is why I strife
I cater,
to your every wish,
never ask, never complain,
was never selfish.
I am
empty, wear a mask of cheer
to disguise,
to hide my fear.
I lose,
myself in this pain,
Am I a masochist?
Am I sane?
I bleed,
until my inner self,
my soul, lies before
my weary feet.
I die,
as my thoughts fade,
from this world,
I learned to hate.
I am,
born again to wait,
to live again this circle,
of fear, love, loss and hate.
